Would've, could've, should've

May I never become aware of the chances missed or overlooked.

Afrojack vs. THIRTY SECONDS TO MARS - Do Or Die (Remix)

To my surprise I love, love, love it!

How high is your sky?

Today is a good day for a miracle, don’t you think?

 Let’s see if I can perform one ;)

What would you do if you could do just about anything?

Never let yesterday's sadness ruin today's joy. Never let reality ruin a good dream. It's all about attitude. 

Future imperative

I will make today work.

I will make today work.

I will make today work.

Circled

When we're happy it's because we remember how it feels to be sad. But sometimes I think I remember too well. Can you really have a fresh start without erasing your memory first?

It's not the memory that's the problem; it's the fear of history repeating itself. It's always the fear.

As if my life goes backwards. I was pretty miserable in my (supposedly) best years. The older I get the happier I feel. Does that make sense?

When you feel bad you're afraid it will last forever; when you feel good you're afraid it will end too soon. But it could be just me-there are many people who'd find the above sentence to be pure nonsense. I want to become one of those people.

It's good to have a goal.

Was it a dream...

If you could only knew how it feels to be in the crowd, 1^st row, and listen to this live… Be still, my heart :) It'so beautiful it hurts. I can only say: Thank God for music! Life would be unbearable without it.

30 Seconds to Mars sound check – Hannover, Feb 26 2014

I’m so happy someone filmed some of it and uploaded it. The sound quality is far from perfect but still pretty decent for someone like me, who was there, to enjoy it and relive it over and over:

That sound check is (by far…I hope, oh how I hope) the most amazing experience I’ve had. I didn't know what to expect, I thought Jared would save his voice for the real concert but no! - he sang as if his life depended on it. The treat lasted for close to an hour and a half! At some point Jared said "We're running really late with the schedule so this is the last song." And after the last song there were two more songs :) He was obviously enjoying himself a lot. "Buddha for Mery" for Christ's sake! I'd dreamed to hear it live but I'd never thought it would actually happen! I have daydreams (and night dreams) about that sound check :) Fucking awesome!   

On the look-out

I heard that in “Desperate housewives” last night:

“You can’t force yourself to feel a feeling that isn’t there but you can force yourself to do what’s right.”

Today I’m filled with a long forgotten loathing for the human kind. I can’t help what I feel but I’m in total control of what I do. I must never forget that.  

Given

With caring comes suffering.

But so do joy, rapture and happiness.

It is good then that caring is not a matter of choice.

Now you see me, now you don't

Sometimes…

…life is larger than words. I know I should be welcoming that. It means it’s real…doesn’t it?

Yay :)

Adventures In Wonderland favorited one of my Tweets :) Thank you-that felt really good!

You were saying...?

:)

Dreams…

make us humans.   

Roller coaster of dreams

Last week was so eventful! The trip to Germany, the concerts, the emotions, all the beautiful people I met, all the good experience I had-it was delicious! But the cherry on top of the cake was, of course, the Oscar ceremony on Sunday night. God knows how I managed to stay awake all night long-at 3.30 AM when the ceremony began I was already almost asleep. Luckily the first category to be presented was the only one I cared to witness live-“Best Supporting Actor”, the category Jared Leto was nominated for. Anne Hathaway went on stage, read the names of the five contenders, said “And the winner is…” and then there were the few dreadful seconds of silence that seemed to drag on forever while she unwrapped the envelope with the winner’s name and I thought my heart was going to explode…and then she said “Jared Leto” and I felt like running around the house screaming “He won! He won!” :) I felt so happy, so happy for him. It was such a special moment. His acceptance speech is no longer available on YouTube “due to a copyright claim by the Oscars” but it’s on his site for everybody who missed it:

thank-you-so-much

There isn't such a thing as “too much happiness” :)

P.S. I wonder if I should change the tag of my photo with Jared and add "an Oscar winner" to it? ;) Well, it's true isn't it?
So happy... 

It is a living proof that through persistence, hard work and strong belief dreams do come true. It is better than a fairy tale because it's real.   

Berlin, ARTIFACT screening, Feb 24 2014

So I returned from Germany, the ARTICACT screening and the two 30 Seconds to Mars concerts just a few days ago? It seems as if much more time has passed. I’m still trying to catch up with sleep and my mind refuses to go back to reality mode (it just doesn't understand why). I probably won’t blog about those three hectic days. What’s there to blog? It was amazing, emotional, unforgettable, totally worth all the efforts. It was a dream come true-over and over again.

I can’t put in words all the good things that happened to me there. So instead of words I’ll just post my picture with Jared after the Artifact screening in Berlin. And, boy, that was a priceless moment!