New 2014’s resolution # 5

❤ to fall in love ❤

(and it doesn’t even have to be returned. It’s all about the thrill, the oblivion, the pink-coloured glasses. I look good in pink.)

(OK, that’s not really a resolution. Nothing else has more to do with luck and chance than falling in love. Well, wish me luck then  J) 

Infuse

What happens in 2013 stays in 2013.

It is so simple that it’s very easy to miss it. So in 2014 I can start from scratch. Isn’t that great? 

"Use somebody"

New 2014’s resolution # 4

☮ to regret nothing ☮

(and “nothing” means really nothing. It won't be as easy as it sounds-of that I'm sure.)

New 2014’s resolution # 3

☼ to love myself more ☼

(I’ve come a long way since the days of self-loathing but the absence of hate isn’t necessarily a prove for the presence of love. Step by step...)

New 2014’s resolution # 2

☯ to learn not to care when I’m not cared about in return ☯

(I can’t be everybody’s cup of tea and I don’t need to be but it’s about time I stopped squandering my warmth over people who don’t bother to even return my messages. No more Happy Hour for you.)

New 2014’s resolution # 1

 ♫ to discover one new cool band every day ♫

(OK, one a week will do just as well)

Belated

If there was one thing I could wish for I’d wish for second sight. It would save me from bad decisions.

But, funny thing, bad decisions no longer break me down to pieces. Somehow I've come to prefer regret to dullness. It is…yes, invigorating to plan my future failures-if I am to go down in flames it better be in style. And with a smile. Tears are for losers; smiles are for eccentrics and I’d rather be ridiculed than pitied. I may have not grown wiser but I might have become stronger. What do you know…

Oh, I’m sorry if you were in a mood for a Christmas entry-that has never been on the menu.

Morning mist

I can't think of a better way to start my day:

I want it all, I want it now

For the past few days I’ve been contemplating to do something utterly unreasonable and I finally did it-as I knew I would all along. My reason was telling me “No”; my heart was telling me “Go for it!”. And I went for it. The hell with reason. When, if not now?

That's right - “And the story goes…” 

Random magic

I’m the last person to get soft about Christmas but even my heart rejoiced in the genuine reactions captured in this video:

Everything is connected? :)

I guess it indeed is :)

Taken from the reddit.com’s 30 Seconds to Mars Q and A last week:

What can I say-the man has a fine taste in music :)

Perfection

I already have a ticket for the NIN concert in Berlin at Zitadelle Spandau on May 15^th 2014 and in the meanwhile I feast my senses with this:

The more, the better

A month ago I bought my Adventures-In-Wonderland VIP tickets for the 30 Seconds to Mars concerts in Berlin-February 25^th , and Hannover-February 26^th. How I am to get from Berlin to Hannover and back in time to catch my return flight to Sofia is still unclear but that is a problem I’ll deal with next year.

So Berlin is on Feb 25^th. Logic suggested I should fly to Berlin the previous day. But for some reason-and I really can’t explain why, I decided to fly to Berlin a couple of days prior to the Berlin concert and to have Feb 24^th off – for walking around if weather permitted, for just relaxing; I only knew I wanted to be free to do whatever in Berlin that day.

Two concerts. Not nearly enough. That’s why I was seriously considering buying tickets for 4 more concerts in mid-February (3 in France, 1 in Stuttgart) but then there was an announcement that the European tour will be extended and there will be more concerts in spring and summer. I decided to wait-it’s no fun at all to wait for a concert in February and freeze to death, right? And yesterday-oh, wow, two shows announced for July in Austria! Hooray! I checked the Adventures-In-Wonderland VIP options for Vienna and what did I see? The tickets were a bit cheaper but in a smaller print it was written “NB: this does not include a ticket to the show”. Oops! My Hannover ticket was a bit cheaper too. Could it be it didn’t include a ticket to the concert as well and I missed to see it!? It turned out I have missed to see the small print so I rushed to the eventim.de site and purchased a ticket-it should arrive by the end of the week. Phew! That was close. Imagine I discovered that very significant detail on location! Good. That’s settled now.

I checked the tour page again and…oh, my, there's an update-a screening of the ARTIFACT in Berlin, on February 24^th, my day off! Guess if I bought a ticket for it. You bet I did! Happy, happy!

Wait a minute! Didn’t I see a Sound check option for Hannover? Hmm, that sounds tempting. Charge it! Yes, I upgraded my Early Entrance with Sound check.

"And the story goes..." :)  

Free

I feel light as a feather, ethereal to the edge of nonexistence and beyond where everything is possible and dreams are real.   

Eclipse

So many words-so little willingness to share them. Screaming, however, seems very tempting. O magic, magic! where art thou,  magic?
It must have gone south for the winter.