Monday, December 31, 2012


Be kind to one another-it will cost you nothing but it could mean everything to someone else.

Sunday, December 30, 2012


Just one more day and December will be a history. And the good news is that next December with its cold and snow and slow days is far, far away! Please hurry, spring.

Friday, December 28, 2012

I wish

It must be wonderful since very early age to know for certain what it is that you want to do for a living for the rest of your life; to have not a trace of doubt about your vocation and your calling to ring clear as a bell. If there’s something I’d wish for the upcoming year it would be it-to hear my calling. I do not want to go through life without direction, aimless and wasteless. 

But for now I'd be happy just to see winter еnd.  

Monday, December 24, 2012

Always on my mind

Today it is two years since Vincent passed away. 

R.I.P. my love. No one will ever be as loved as you were; no one will ever be as missed as you still are.

Saturday, December 22, 2012

Pass on

A month ago Animal Rescue Sofia released their 2013calendar. Each costs 5 euros and all money goes directly to the dog shelter. I bought 15 and gave them to my colleagues yesterday and they all  said the calendar's fantastic. One of them carefully examined all the pictures and stopped at one of them in which the dog was looking at the camera with those you-are-my-everything-and-I-will-love-you-forever eyes. He said to me:
- If someone could look at me that way I would give my heart in return.
- Well, I could…but you have to be a dog.

Good doesn't have to be grand; it only has to be.

Friday, December 21, 2012

The end as a beginning

Can we have the end of the world, let’s say, every couple of months? Because Doomsday goes fabulously so far. Not only I gave presents to all my colleagues but they all loved what they received; everybody’s in a festive mood and even I feel somewhat excited. My horoscope as well urges me to take the shades off and take a second look:

You'll look back and talk about this time as one of the best you can ever remember. Dreams will come true. The love of your life will toddle around the corner and bump right into you. And that's just the start. If you can imagine it, you can have it.

Sure I can imagine it-in shape and colour and sound. Feels good to dream again.

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

All I want for Christmas is…

And I wish it was indeed as funny as it seems at first.

Monday, December 17, 2012


Does every day have to give me a reason be sad? It doesn’t have to but it does anyway.

“Give me
give me
give me deliverance, deliverance”

Positive thinking will have to wait 'til spring. 

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Fed up

People’s capacity and willingness for bullshit talks is maddening to breaking point. Be silent, please, and let me pick up my own distraction. I know people are morons; I don’t need that sad fact proven over and over again. 

Saturday, December 08, 2012

Back to Mayhemland

I find it hard to believe that footage is 20 years old.
Growing up is lethal-don’t do it unless you can’t help it. 

Saturday, December 01, 2012

"The Unified Field"

IAMX released a new single - and I love it! And I love it that I love it. And I love it that something like this can make me feel happy when I'm not.