Stumbled across

“It doesn't matter if there is a God or no – a man should live as if there is”

“The only way for a person to be saved is to be a savior”

N.B. I am not religious and neither is the man who said those words. I guess there is more to religion than faith in (a) God alone. Faith however is requisite.

Little furry beauties

Read and weep (for laughter)

Here’s what happened a few days ago on my dog’s evening walk. The weather was cold and rainy and I had to put on my black bomber jacket and my “Ville Valo” hat-you know, the kind that looks as if you have a condom on your head. What? I love that hat; it suits me and if I put an eye-liner I might even look better than V.V. (That’s not proven though. First I have to buy an eye-liner because I don’t have one. I have given up beauty tricks a long time ago. I prefer…how should I say it…”the naked truth” if you don’t mind that expression); tight jeans and OSIRIS trainers to complete my uniform. As I was waiting for Vincent to transport himself into the canine nirvana by sniffing and licking the pee of all the bitches in the area (my poor boy, spring is a tough time for you but you will lick my face later on with that same tongue, you dirty dog!) a car pulled over, the driver’s window unrolled and the man inside (he was my age!) asked “Hey, boy, do you know where I can…” I didn’t hear the rest of the question because I laughed like a lunatic.

So I am a boy…who knew? Hey, but that was actually a compliment! I’d much rather be called a “boy” than “Madam”. Please don’t call me “Madam”. Better shoot me instead-it will be more merciful.

And until women start making passes at me I have no reasons to get upset :)

Discipline-a new (?!) single by Nine Inch Nails

I don’t say it’s not a good song...but it’s not good enough to have the NIИ stamp on it. It’s utterly dull and therefore disappointing. A brand new song you say? I’ve already listened to it years ago.

Shame on you. That song should have never left the studio.

Goodbye blue sky

My day is ruined

Well, why limit myself?! My year is fucked! New concert dates have been announced over the night and let’s say I’m not quite pleased with the locations. North America. How the fuck am I to put myself voluntarily under the humiliating interrogations at the American embassy to get a visa?! How am I going to explain the purpose of my going? How am I to prove I am not a potential immigrant, that I don’t intend to stay illegally and that the only reason for my visit is a rock concert? Maybe I should bring over my entire NiN CD collection, my Spiral ID and my NiN guitar pick?

ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

A couple of nights ago I played the AATCHB DVD. I actually wanted to play only one song; March of the pigs. Half an hour later I was still watching and tears were rolling down my face like a river. No wonder I’m crushed.

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