Make it stop

The insane rush of the last few days has left me completely and ruthlessly numb, emotionally drained and coldhearted. As if I’m a machine-not a trace of humanity that I can spot in or around me. Numb to faith, beauty, reason; to everything that I can lean on not to fall. Pain however lingers. I don’t even listen to music-I don’t want to desecrate its purity with my dirty thoughts.
Boy, it’s lonely in here; I can’t even find myself.