placebo

Yesterday was such a lovely day-nothing more and nothing less but just enough. I pulled that mind trick again-commanded myself to enter into good-spirited disposition and once again it worked. I’m getting quite impressed with myself ;)

As for today…who know? As for now not knowing seems to be the best part.

Yes, that's a day-to-day survival. And that is not very impressive but it's OK-for now; because it is "now" that matters. I'm fine with whatever will get me through the day.