Thursday, November 20, 2008

Close to the edge

I terribly, terribly, terribly want to be the old me again.

6 Comments:

Blogger Milla said...

How old was 'the old you' when you say that?

3:39 PM  
Blogger balance said...

I mean the one I remember I was just some let’s say 5 months ago. I know it’s not much but even within such a short time I managed to change into someone I’ve never been before. I don’t know how to explain it, I’m not sure if I have to at all. I talk to no one; I care to talk to no one; I have panic attacks too frequently; I burst into tears out of nothing and it’s harder and harder to control it. I have no idea what’s happening and how to stop it.

9:25 AM  
Blogger Milla said...

Hmmm could it be that you are clinically stressed? Would you be able to take a few days (let's say 3) off work and see if things improve?

12:50 PM  
Blogger balance said...

To me it’s a dead-end situation ‘cause at present I don’t see a clear way out. A dew days off would ease the tension but the problem(s) will remain. I feel…doomed to put it shortly. But thanks for offering a solution. Your concern alone makes me feel a little bit better.

12:40 PM  
Blogger Milla said...

Maybe I can offer you a way out on 19th December in Sofia? At 6pm?
Well OK, maybe not a way out but a few drinks for sure!!
I am going to email you in the next few days, mmmmkay?

3:05 PM  
Blogger balance said...

Yay! My email is always upen for you ;)
I feel a lot better now and on Dec 19th you can for yourself :)

Hey, that's a couple of weeks away! It's time to brush my English! :)

6:21 AM  

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