What I really want

I want to find courage to leave my comfort zone, a chance to make a decent living by doing something that will allow me to be in touch with as many people as possible and from whom I could learn something different every day, to whom I could be of help. I need to add more meaning to my life. There has to be more to life than this. But I have no idea where to start from. (Needless to say there will be zero support from friends and family; as if there ever was...)

Maybe I should apply for work in a hostel, buy a one-way ticket and see what happens. What an appealing idea.