Gazing with eyes wide shut

My mind is blank but my heart yearns for breathless moments and still unmet special friends. I don’t need to know “when”, I only need to know “if at all”. I used to wish I could go back in time and change the past but I wish for that no more. My past led me to where and who I am now and given the unrealized alternatives I think I did considerably well. But the future…how can I make it worth remembering and remorse-free now that I know what I know?