Hummm

I red in an article that depression that lasts for a few weeks can be classified as “severe”. A FEW WEEKS !?!?! How about 10 years ? According to that article I should’ve been dead by now. Sometimes I am amazed by my own strength. By now I should’ve gone insane at least. I am neither…so far. But that can change in the blink of an eye.
And I couldn’t care less.

It sickens me to be around people whose greatest tragedy is they can’t afford to by the latest FURLA bag.

I DO realize that things that make me feel good are as much as possible away from reality . Reality is like a pop-up window that appears on my screen constantly and I have to close it down.