Pattern

For the past few weeks everything looks bad at first. And not just bad-it looks hopeless initially. And what do I do? Do I melt into a sniffing puddle of self-pity which used to be my trademark? To my surprise I don’t. On the contrary-it only deepens my appetite for what I’m after. And then, miraculously, it all works out well. It’s a fantastic sensation-unfamiliar but fantastic. It is possible then. And why not-after all what’s the worst that can happen? Most of the time it’s not so much about facts but more about perspective. And I love what I see now.