Crossed

Yesterday I felt betrayed by a friend. And it wasn’t the first time that she made me feel that way. It’s not that she’s intentionally mean-she’s just naturally selfish. Reason tells me I shouldn’t be mad at her. I don't have the right to blame her for being who she is; after all it’s not people's fault they don’t live to my wishful expectations.

It’s just that reason can not appeal to a shaken heart-not mine at least. When I’m hurt I do not care that it will make me stronger; I only care for the pain to go away.

As I remember from a song: “I can not forgive – just forget.”